i hate waking up and crying.
i hate bad dreams
i hate paranoia

Atiics noise = God

Alex came over last night. I missed him soooooooooooooooooooooo bad. He's the best boyfriend ever. I LOVE HIM to death.

Me + Alena + Attics Noise + Friday = Fun like woah

Me + Alena + Monty Love + Red Ink + Staten Island = More fun like woah

im sorry im sucha fuck up, and i'm sorry im sick, and im sorry i cant trust you cause i'm sick, and i'm sorry if i'm hurting you, cause i love you more than anything, but if we have one more fight i know i'll break, and i need you so bad that everytime youre not here, i want to kiss my wrists and arms and thighs and hips with razor blades, cause ( Read more... )

01. What is your name? bethany.
02. How tall are you and how much do you weigh? around 5'1" and like 110 or something
03. Got any nicknames? bee, bethy, bethania, sparky
04. Paper or Plastic? plastic, i suppose
05. What do you want to be when you grow up? designer
06. Are you funny? Go ask lee
07. What's your favorite movie(s)? ghost world, donnie ( Read more... )

Its crazy how nothing exciting ever happens to me anymore. its all the same boring shit.

someone come over and make things interesting.......

I talked to Billy from attics noise last night, which was really cool cause hes an amazing drummer and he's really funny. It was entertaining ( Read more... )

AxAx should jump off a bridge, because he's a fucking emo bastard that doesnt deserve to have his own heart let alone someone elses... (you know what I'm talking about, Lee)

+ I miss Lee so bad. I'm such a horrible, negligent friend. This weekend Lee, Me + You = Some hot shit. I love you

+ I hung out with Aminah after school today and realized ( Read more... )

im crying myself to sleep cause i love you so much and need you so bad.

I feel like shit today. Everything hurts and all i want to do is be close to alex and cry and kiss him and hug him and have him tell me everything will be okay.