learn not to be afraid

sooooo freaking bored. There is nothing to do here :( I wish I was in school..

I can't stand him. My boyfriend is waay to picking at every little thing he can find wrong with me. No one is perfect . If he expects that of me I can't be with someone like that. I feel trapped here living with him and he left the kitchen light on i don't if it's on purpose but i know he gets annoyed when I do it.

goals:
* write in journal at least once a week
* sleep less
* get a job
* finish school
* stay out of debt
*  enjoy life

random thoughts:
*why am I so tired all the time? stress maybe?
*I wish to have photos of me and my boyfriend
*I can't wait to finish college
*I hope I will not fail another class