I think deep down Brian is the most selfless lover one could ever be. He would do anything, be anything to make Justin happy. But he is just so scared of his own happiness. Because he doesn't believe that he can be, or deserves to be, that happy with Justin.So I think Brain really needs to understand that he deserves love and happiness and that ( Read more... )

I always have this fantasy that if only there was a delete button in my mind.And I could just press the button after I read or watch a wonderful story so that I will feel all the excitement and anticipation washing over me time and time again as I reread it. QAF is such a story. I don't know about writing stories but I guess it should arouse those ( Read more... )

This "See, knowing your surroundings and who's next to you can be handy. Especially if one wants to do this!" feels like one of Justin's distraction tactics cooked specially for Brian to hide his true emotion.But Brian knows Justin.I hope Brian will get to the bottom of it and help Justin be Sunshine again ( Read more... )

Seeing the spat between Brain and Justin always makes me think of the vulnerability we radiate in a one hundred percent devoted relationship. It sort of strikes me what Carrie said in Sex and the City, "I am someone who is looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient,consuming, can't-live-with-each-other love".It seems it's inevitable that ( Read more... )

Thank you for your patience ( Read more... )

I don't know if you feel the same, but as it is mentioned in a former chapter, it has always been a great pity that Justin is not able to remember the best night of his life. I am really looking forward to see what might happen if he remembers eventually. It would definitely be so sweet ( Read more... )