I am lonely. Where is everyone? What is everyone up to? I call people but hardly get returning calls. I know that folks are busy, i just wish i had more of a life. My doctor says i have ADHD, and i've pretty much have always known that it's true, i just don't feel like dealing with it. The only thing that seems appealing about getting the meds ( Read more... )

Omg!! i'm bored!! someone call my house cuz i've lost my cell! 781 595 8813

To any of you who feel as if they may have gone a little nutts while being a teenager: That's how i've been feeling the past week or so. I feel like a emotional mess, the way i often felt in high school. Like i can't stop sleeping during the day, and then last night i didn't go to bed till about 3:30, today i feel anxious and weird, i can't eat ( Read more... )

So, for the few people that attend erin's party on friday, i must say sorry for all my dancing, and probably some embarassing comments! especially to those irish boys!! But seriously... me and erin started drinking at 7:30 by the time people started to show up around 10:30 we were already quite drunk... i got really drunk thinking that no one ( Read more... )

Greetings! I'm just throwing it out there for anyone that may be interested and for those who have nothing better to do on saturday night... so this saturday for 7-11 (don't have to stay the whole time!) is an art auction at Raw Arts in downtown and some of my work is going up for sale to bennifit Raw's program.. it will be a nice artsy party ( Read more... )

Ok so a ot has gone down.. fortunately, mostly good things... i finished school with the not so greatest of easy, but i did it so that good! My work was really hard this semester and i'm just glad it's over... i still need to worte a paper before i'm REALLY done, don't let me forget that i need to do that ( Read more... )

In a not so angry way, i want to rip of my skin and pull on my tendons. I feel horribly ugly, and terribly huge. I feel i can't hide from my ugliness so i feel like i should stop trying... i actually have stopped trying at all in many ways... I very rarely can stand looking in a mirror long enough to put on make up, i also have a more than hard ( Read more... )

It looks really nice out.... I'm kinda bored, but i'll live. I'm waiting for peter to wake up. I decided to be nice and let him sleep as long as he wants. He's gonna be pissed when he wakes up and sees that i've put on Rent. But hey, he got to sleep!! I needed to work, and i can't work in silence! Ok, finals are here so i should get back to ( Read more... )

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It's the holiest day of the fucking year. Only a few members of my family came over for dinner. My sister isn't here or any of my cousins, so i'm the only one under 40. My mom didn't hide easter eggs around the house so i'm pissed... i'm old but that's my favorite part of today!!! I'm hiding eggs for my kids until the day my kids have to take ( Read more... )