Comments | alexeiffel: I've got the poison in me but it's amplified

alexeiffel

I've got the poison in me but it's amplified

May 13, 2004 04:31

I really hate my job. It's soul sucking and meaningless. And lately I wonder if its just me. I always hate my job. It doesn't matter what it is. After 6 months I hate it. I just don't know if it's because all of my jobs have sucked or if I am not capable of prolonged contentment. I don't want to be miserable for the rest of my life and I don't want ( Read more... )

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pseudomaniac May 13 2004, 08:52:47 UTC

Hey I found your journal at random.. you seem cool ... add me?

jamiescryin May 13 2004, 09:27:16 UTC

Hey stranger

alexeiffel May 13 2004, 19:42:56 UTC

Hey there. When are you going to start writing in your journal so that I can keep up on my gosip?

raptorgirl May 13 2004, 11:16:47 UTC

I think it's your jobs. If your resume is anything like mine, you've probably worked a lot of crummy retail jobs before working at this school. None of these experiences have challenged me, and I'm sure none of yours have challenged you.

Get out of there. I don't know if you remember, but when we were at Libby's birthday party, we promised to find new jobs by the end of the summer. I'm sending out resumes like crazy. You should do the same.

alexeiffel May 13 2004, 19:49:56 UTC

Speaking of finding jobs... I knew about a company that was looking to hire people from FullSail. They just hired two of my coworkers a couple of weeks ago. This company was supposed to come to FullSail to meet with potential employees so I emailed placement and then actually went in and talked to them about it. I didn't even get a reply from the email I sent, and when I went in, I told the guy I wanted to meet with that company when they came down. I find out today, that they were here yesterday. Fucking gay. Thanks a lot FullSail.

raptorgirl May 13 2004, 23:40:34 UTC

You mean Placement will help you find a job (in theory, at least)? Who do I contact/bitch to for this to happen?

raptorgirl May 13 2004, 23:41:19 UTC

What I mean is, I thought Placement was just for students...?

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perfect_skin May 13 2004, 12:04:36 UTC

awww you didn't say anything about "i don't believe you" i really dig that one.

perfect_skin May 13 2004, 12:05:58 UTC

nevermind, i'm retarded, you did. hooray! it makes me sad that their releasing a new album doesn't make you happy. and what about morrissey? or Curosia? http://www.thecure.com/news.html

alexeiffel May 13 2004, 19:51:30 UTC

I haven't heard the Morrissey album, how do you like it? I was never really into the Cure though. They're alright, just not really anything I get excited over.

have you gone to that Magnetic Fields concert yet?

perfect_skin May 13 2004, 21:48:35 UTC

magnetic fields is in late june. but i've already called for the tickets!
too bad you're not closer to any of the shows!
and naturallay, new morrissey is good :)

hm... kioridreams May 13 2004, 12:38:27 UTC

I sometimes think of life as a big (this is going to sound dorky as hell) roleplaying game. You gotta do a lot of annoying fighting, working and bullshit to gain "experience" so you can be stronger, get better jobs blah blah... maybe if you thought of it like that it might make you feel better. Think of your job now as fighting monsters to gain experience for the next level...

Re: hm... alexeiffel May 13 2004, 19:52:50 UTC

Heh, my roommate has been saying the same thing.

Re: hm... madfrosty1 May 14 2004, 17:50:41 UTC

screw all that noise