the best way to divide love is to multiply it

[alesserennui]

okay so i think its about time i write down what i really want out of life. i think the universe is on my side when i need it to be and i need to quit fucking with it so it can give me what i really need. there is not anything wrong with being selfish. we hurt ourselves enough. and enough is enough

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[amberbananafish]

i really hope that i can have the privelage of sharing this life with you and being a part of it. i love you ali and all of your goals and dreams can and will come true one day and yes, you deserve it! here's to giving a fuck about ourselves for once! i love you so much.

[alesserennui]

thanks amber for your support. its really motivating to know that you are here for me inevitably. we may not spend every day together, hell, we dont spend much time together period, but i am so thankful for the bond that we have because in that short amount of time when we did spend everyday together, i think we really learned a lot about who we are and where we want to be and its great to know that we still stand together on a whole mess things. i hope that one day will be soon because i am so ready to change something that ive been a little panicky about it lately. im just trying to understand where that panic is coming from. it will all be fine and divine!

[eljayhata]

from what you said to amber about the "panic

[alesserennui]

thanks for your oppinion B. id have to say i have improved a lot in that aspect since the last time you told me that. lol.
yea i was paniced because i have so many options, so little $, and not sure where or how to start. but today i think i got a lead and im just trying to convince myself that if i go with the flow, it will just keep going with the flowing. i love you!

[eljayhata]

im glad to hear that. you are a strong person, a great person, a passionate person! i know you can succeed if you slow down and see all the little pictures seperately to your big picture. you should try to narrow it down and write small goals to achieve one goal, and when that is done move on to the next and do the same thing. it will totally help, i swear! just try it. before you know it you will have accomplished so much.
i love you and will always support you and your goals and your opinions even if i dont agree with every one of them, i can always see the good in them.
you can do it!
lets hang out soon now that you are back.

love,
B

[alesserennui]

i would love too! the only thing is i need a phone charger. (so i can charge my phone so i ca talk to people) i left mine in NC but my sister cant find it sooooooo uhm, i need to buy a new one. so uhm yeah, just gimmie a holla online or you can call my work and ask for me anytime. 941.0080
im thinkin ill have another charger by mid next week.. we will see.