I'm going back to swimming on wednesday! I'm so excited to see my coach and all my friends- I haven't been in a month. I'm a bit scared of what my coach will say- but I shouldn't be. What I am nervous about is getting into a suit triggering my depression again. It was the main reason I took a break- to handle the depression. I don't want it to
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My hands are warm, my feet are FREEZING and I have socks on. I'm gonna put on another pair soon. I still love Dr.Drew. The anxiety about tomorrow is setting in- about the concert. I mean, I'm excited, but I have ALOT of anxiety about not making it to the bathroom- or having to go and not having a bathroom available. My parents are driving me
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I want Dr.Drew to come and whisk me away. I want to have control. I want Dr.Drew to come and whisk me away damn it! Ahh, I know it won't happen- but he just seems like the only person who really cares about all my problems. I'm gonna eat cake later. I went to the gym with Rachel today :D. Useless, huh? So..... school's stressing me out and I hate
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