You are successful. You have achieved great things. You are independent. You're better than you've ever been. You don't need her.

The bombs. All have dropped. Every one. Everyone is gone. When it stopped. All the homes. Every one. Every one is gone.

And if I say it again, then everything will go away.
And I won't wish away everything I never

I realized today, after reading some blogs, that I have this constant pressure I have placed on myself, over time, to be everyone's hopes, wishes, and aspirations that they had for me when I knew them. I look back to when I was twelve, and I realize that this is where my hope for being a student came from, and the hope to do something reasonable, ( Read more... )

I had a dream I had thousands of coat hangers the other day. In my room I was trying to shake them lose and, God, I hate hangers. They breed when you aren't looking, I swear! Some people may not have had this trouble, but I have never had a shortage, only a surplus, of hangers. However, I have no idea what this, or any of my other dreams, mean ( Read more... )

Things are mad here. I wish I had more time to write, but I barely have time to sleep. Hopefully things will slow down soon ( Read more... )

Bonjour! C'est moi ( Read more... )

list 10 things that you would like to say to anyone without listing their names ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm about to sleep...but I had a profound realization today. I did not remember what it was like to be a kid. I completely forgot...and I remembered how it felt today ( Read more... )

I have a conversation partner, and his name is Dong. God help me, his name is Dong ( Read more... )

"I wanted to believe I wasn't the only one...No...I know I'm not. There are others still out there, just like me, waking right now....Finding Home."Je vais pas mal...I have not updated in a long while, huh? Let's see ( Read more... )

So, life has been alright lately. Some of my past that basically was left to stagnate has gotten to me. Does your mind ever do that, just wander back? Well, mine does...and I've been doing a mental spring cleaning in addition to the cleaning of everything else in my life. Its made me feel alot better about certain things, and the things I can't fix ( Read more... )