it was a jolt of reality
that i need to get myself sorted.

where will this go?
but the question which seems more important now is;
"when will this go?"i'm too much of a coward to let things go ( Read more... )

guess I never recognised it as much as I do now ( Read more... )

How do I explain this feeling?

It's like you have a little piece of me inside.

Values ( Read more... )

You can't always control the way you feel
But as the saying goes...
"This, too, will come to pass."

And it eventually will.

you take the risk and open yourself to feeling.
but that is exactly it, isn't it?

it is a risk you take,
you stand to lose...
and even the thought makes my heart break a little.

i guess, right now,
neither of us knows.

but, eventually,
we must all learn how to let go.

This is not the person I am.
This is not the person I want to be.

The question is;
What am I going to do about it?

think about getting married and starting a family ( Read more... )

caring for another is not an objective,
calculated exercise.

caring for another comes from the heart and
it is not an obligation.

I am not that person.
I want to do something with my life.
I want to be something more.