I get my hair done on tuesday, i guess i am excited. I had a horrible night last night. Iwent over to Justins, and i figured he was mad at me, we both felt really down, and so i went outside and cryed and smoked. He didnt notice i had been crying. I wrote some really depressing stuff, and then watched monsters ball(by myself) and went to sleep ( Read more... )

me and this boy. were really good friends, and i dont know if i want to start something orrrr not, or if he wannnnts too. But itd be nice, and i cant help thinking about it, i cant just like blow it off. ohhh man. Maybe its cos its late or whatever, but i dont wanna sleep tonight, and moby is so good.

alllllright. I didnt go to school today, cos i felt like i needed a day of rest. and i did. <3. I talked to justin for hours last night, we talked about a lot of stuff, i think it will either dissolve our friendship, or make it better. I really hope it makes it stronger, i want to hang out with him on Friday.. or something. me and steve might hang ( Read more... )

Alot has been happening, i wanna cut straight to the feelings. Wow, i always think about so much, but when it comes down to actually writing it its like blah. lets start with today ( Read more... )

What is your stand on.....

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Abortion?do itDeath Penalty?nonono!Prostitution?if they want too..Alcohol?yepMarijuana?yes.Other drugs?yes.Gay marriage?HELL YES.Illegal immigrants?HELL NOSmoking?:) YES YES YESDrunk driving?hate it.Cloning?do it.Racism?dumb.Premarital sex?of course, do it.Religion? ( Read more... )

Personal Survey

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Sexual Encounters and Sexuality:Are you Straight, Bi, or Gay?Bi(Other than and including sex...)How many boys have you had experiences with?2How many girls have you had experiences with?a few.How many persons total?uhh?Where was your best encounter?in a closet.Where was your ( Read more... )

the acid pooled

in the wells of your eyes

my vocal chord, exploding

the touch of the stars

wiping the acid away

My emotion dried up like your viseral ejoyment.

and your weak smile.

I saw the weakness in your smile. I did. I did.

Beloved Herz: Do you like to hurt?
discoslab: I do
discoslab: I do
discoslab: Then hurt me...

I miss him

i feel like a stupid little girl.