i remembered something important today. i think i know why it happened to me. sometimes one gets put into a painful situation because there is something going on beneath the surface of a specific place they are meant to discover and put together... If i had been put in a different house, i would not have ever been able to understand the dimensions ( Read more... )

I feel better. i know its hard to talk about but its definatly therapeutic. I've always figured things out better when I've talked it out. Its just about finding those who will bear the burden of listening. thank you ( Read more... )

you may hear all the words that are said to you, but do you really listen? I need to work on that ( Read more... )

a flashback.

it hurts.

so distant and far away yet the pain remains if not grows as i come to see it in a different light.

tried to hide from it.

but the wounds are too deep.

the past cant be hidden from.

dont know how to make it all just go away.

hey! i wanted to let all of you know ive been writing in a xanga but i havent abandoned live journal, its a temporary thing for while im here in chile, so if you want to check up on me my xanga is pokeadotzebra. Bye! love you all!

Megan Horst my AFS advisor called and told me where I'm going. It is a small town called Curicó 3 1/3 hours south of Santiago. I am sooooooooo exited! The town has 100,000 people and is in the mountains by a river. I will be going to school in a nearby town called Teno. I think it is a private school because they said it has tennis courts and is ( Read more... )

yesterday i went and saw the quinns with honlia, Brandon, Kevin and Jeff and it was AWESOME. We got super lost on the way there but we got there in time for the show and i was at the front going crazy with tim, mason, aaron, and some other chicks. Danielle and Natalie we up there skanking too. By the end of the show we were all drenched in sweat. ( Read more... )

I have gotten closer to knowing where i'm going, but its very vague so all I know is it is going to be cooolllddd because they're sending me to the central south. The awesome thing is that my friend Gonzalo wrote to me and said if I want to make a trip to Santiago some time I could stay with his family and sleep in his sister's room. I will ( Read more... )

Today was sooooooo cool and i'm so exited about chile now. Yesterday we left for Cy-fair for an AFS volunteer dinner, and volunteer training for D-day (departure day) of all the students visiting from different countries in the southwest district (texas, colorado, arkansas, missours, an dmore i dont know about for sure). It was held at this ( Read more... )

I'm almost done with my paper!!! and get this, its not even 7:30! i am so proud of myself. Its not a very good paper, Its my awful rough draft fixed up a little but I think its ok enought to pass ( Read more... )