I love when my room is clean. I'm so comfortable right now. My lights are off, my bed is warm, and I'm on my laptop. This is the best feeling ever. Some weird stuff happened today, and I think I was too impatient. It's hard to help it though, when you aren't given any space. If someone does something they shouldn't have, especially if it's directed ( Read more... )

Don't text me with a happy face when you know that we're not on good terms. You don't miss me. You miss the idea. Stupid.

I'm kind of excited for Valentines Day. It's nice when you have a Valentine. I wonder what's going to happen...

The hypothalamus makes neuropeptides, which are strong chemicals. It's of the chemicals that make you "addicted" to a feeling. In a laboratory experiment, animals were hooked up with electrodes in parts of their brain that produce those neuropeptides. They're trained to press a lever to obtain the chemical release. Eventually, it began to choose ( Read more... )

The wind keeps messing with my hair, but I'm loving it! I saw the prettiest sweater at the mall the other day, and I had to buy it. It's off white, and has red flowers all over it. It's buttoned down and the sleeves reach my wrists. I wore a red tank-top underneath, and buttoned just the top. I painted my nails red to match. If that sweater were a ( Read more... )

Despite all of these weird things going on, I'm having such a good time. Nothing new has happened, but I just like how things are going. I'm very happy.

I'm gonna go call Ryan <3

My parents are going through a divorce, and I don't really mind other than the fact that they get me in the middle of everything. The days that they fight are the days that I get treated badly. It gets sort of old. Things are going really well besides that, though. I'm not hiding as much as I used to and I feel a lot better. I don't think I've ever ( Read more... )

I'm going to try again. I do like this guy, but I think he might like me too much, and I'm afraid of what will happen if I pursue him. I was talking to this older guy that I work with, he's kind of like my dad or something. He said that he thinks I set my standards too high and that I'll never really fall in love because I only go out with people I ( Read more... )

Things are going well for the most part. I feel like everything has calmed down now that all of those parties for the holidays are over, and I'm really excited for this year. I know that it isn't going to be that eventful, but whatever. I feel really nervous a lot of the time and I think I'm getting sick. I want to watch a movie.

I'm at the library and I don't have class for another half hour. I've been here for 45 minutes already and it's getting pretty lame. Probably why I signed into livejournal after months of being dormant. Anyway, everything sucks right now. Just about. I can't wait for winter break 'cause I know that's when it will all clear up. For now, nothing is ( Read more... )