i was interested in five years ago ( Read more... )

holy shit. so livejournal got directed on my work computer and here i am looking at an entry from over a year and a half ago. funny how life works ( Read more... )

im at the library. with lyssa. being a bad kid skipping school blah blah. im gonna get caught tho, i dont care so much about that. its just i called in sick as my sister. bad things happen when i lie. its nearly a fact. dear god prove me wrong. on a lighter note im in Quincy waiting till i can go see my girlfriend. Its fucking cold outside. scrach ( Read more... )

it really bothers me that people dont understand my take on weed. they all think i get extremely depressed, reality dissasociated (or connected, depending which way you look at it), crazy and suicidal because i've had a "bad high"... or a "really bad high"... maybe they just dont know yet. as a matter of fact, i dont want them to ever know what it ( Read more... )

i cant stand this. and people. and what they do. and how they go about doing it. and what they act like. and how they change their minds in a split second and crush any little bits of hope you have. and how you can predict a future situation because of somebodys consistant past and how it tears you up inside because the cycles just repeating itself ( Read more... )

oh man. so friday i went to see memere and she gave me a lecture on how i should be an individual and be myself and be just like michaela...then i went to the common to meet up w/ alyssa, feeney, chewey, kayla, bridget, kevin, brett, and these guys gaughan and chris..it was a good night finished off with alyssa and myself karaoking outside the ( Read more... )

last week: tuesday i chilled with Captain Noise, BTK and Amanda ... wednesday was multiplicity day so alssa and i dressed up as thing 1 and thing 2..later karate...thursday i had therapy and friday was spirit day, but i had to look spiffy cuz i had an interview with brookstone. but in school i went to band first period when i realy had lab but id ( Read more... )

ugh. where to start. last weekend okay.. friday october 6th lets see... allie drove me to the T cuz shes a sweetheart...i was hoping shed come with me because the T is, not scary or creepy, just uncomfortable when your alone...because your sitting there, staring at the floor, staring at the window, studying people but when they notice you divert ( Read more... )

im chillin at the library with my mom. haha. i had music lessons today and karate. my test is less than 2 weeks away im fucking AHH. and its not like they're free either ... if i fuck up thats eighty dollars down the shitter. :x but i wont fuck up. ive worked too hard for this for the past long time haha. anywho so i saw my cousins yesterday and ( Read more... )

sooooooo school started. i like it. i only have 3 year courses 2 of which are portfolio and band =) .... the only thing that sucks is im really not in any classes with my friends EXCEPT those two sooooo poo. my baby came up to maine last weekend and it was absofucking amazing <3 it felt wierd not waking up next to her this week... almost as if we ( Read more... )