New LJ...just thought it was time for a fresh start?

Jalcatraz

Add me homies...please? *puppy face*

I've been screaming my lungs out for weeks, but none of you have heard me...I've been playing nice and being social, but I've never felt so alone...I haven't smiled genuinely in forever.............I got another Roald Dahl book, a collection of his ghost stories    =)   I love his stories....

Whatever happened to simplicity? Common sense? Morals? I ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fun.

I don't want to put on the happy mask today, I really don't. I'm physically sick of it...

Today I'm gonna solve the mysteries of the universe.How about you?

My last post, was written while I was pissed, because I was bored...but I stand by it.

Five minutes after I wrote that entry, I asked Chris if I could drive to Publix and drop off my film. She tagged along in the passenger seat.

She gave me money, I dropped off the film, I bought her and John a Carvel ice cream cake...I asked the lady in the ( Read more... )

Things Taylor did today

• slept, woke up at 7, went back to sleep, woke up at 9, went back to sleep, woke up at 1, stayed up
• finsihed off my love's(camera's) first roll of film ^_^
• had a whole bowl of soup! had two biscuts with butter AND  handful of peas
• started my story for Mista Rawk
• been bored as fuck and pissed that I can't do anything for 420 ( Read more... )

Have you ever been dragged out onto the sidewalk and beaten until you pissed BLOOD!?!?!

I think I found him, he was online for a few minutes, I was just in shock, then he went away, you would think, hell I would think after what? Three years...that I'd be over him...*sigh* This is the kind of time where I begin to hate myself..... ( Read more... )

No meds. I don't get it, Todd's the one that wanted me on them the first day.

I'm sorry about yesterday to everyone, I felt like shit, just like I do now...

It hurts to:

• eat
• move
• stay still
• close my eyes
• breathe

I love you. Isn't that enough? Can't it be enough? Just for tonight. I love you more than anyone else, you make me feel different…special, and yet I can't be enough for you. Let us have tonight. This one night under the stars and then I will disappear forever and the memory will be all that is left.

I want to hate you, but it's so hard...

Sunset was alright, except a little *ahem* annoying piece of shit. Otherwise...I love Alina, Yvette, Denise,Gracie,and Julie...Shit I saw Gaby there too! Oh my god she's still so sexy, and goes to Varela...Amittyville Horror was awesome. I think I saw one of the old versions before, but this one definately rocked...with exception to the annoyin ( Read more... )