Life (such an ambiguous term) is pretty okay now. Aeo and I worked things out, mostly. He does not hate me, and we are working on being friends, even if others do not believe it to be wise. My life without him would not be complete. I deserved a lot of his anger and wrath because God knows I screwed things up royally. But he has forgiven me ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "What do you love about making love?"

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Wow. It's been awhile. I realized during all of the falling out with Aeo that LJ is a very open site and what I was going through was very private and personal. Too many people had an opinion that they felt I needed to hear about something they knew (and still know) nothing about. I could have made all of my entries private, but I realized that ( Read more... )

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I sat down at the computer with every intention of updating my journal, but I have discovered I do not have the energy. There is too much that needs to be said and I do not have the time to say it all now. I know that I need to write things out, if nothing else than the theraputic value of putting it on paper/screen, but ( Read more... )

So much pain, so much to deal with, and as always, no idea how to fix it............

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So, since my last post things have begun to look up (a little). Even though being fired from my job kinda sucked, it worked out for the best in the end because I was hired at the Olive Garden here in town. I loved working at the one in Jacksonville, where I was a hostess. Here I will be serving so hopefully I will make more money this time ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that this day cannot get any worse. To start things off, I get woken up after very little sleep by my boyfriend (who, by the way, had left me earlier that morning to go home) so I can check his email and get a phone number for him. No big deal. But the number he wanted was for his ex-fuck toy that he is still ( Read more... )

Heard this on the radio tonight and was overwhelmed by how much I love you. I know you hate the artist (as do I), but I wanted you to know this anyway:

When the visions around you ( Read more... )