Comments | aingael: Wheels of time move steadily forward....

aingael

Wheels of time move steadily forward....

Aug 09, 2004 22:20

Wow. It's been awhile. I realized during all of the falling out with Aeo that LJ is a very open site and what I was going through was very private and personal. Too many people had an opinion that they felt I needed to hear about something they knew (and still know) nothing about. I could have made all of my entries private, but I realized that ( Read more... )

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pktaxwench August 10 2004, 06:58:04 UTC

I suppose you are aware that Aeo posted in his journal the email you sent him telling him your general feelings, why you broke up with him, and that you still love him.

As people complaining about dating so soon after breaking up... well, if I was to condemn that, that'd be the pot calling the kettle black. Pete was single for... oh... 10 minutes when we'd started dating. We were engaged less than 3 months later. One thing you have to learn is that in the very small minded town of Gainesville, people need gossip to make their boring uninteresting lives worth anything. If you've finally found happiness, go for it. Who cares about the appropriate "timing". Frell them.

aingael August 10 2004, 16:37:38 UTC

~laughs~

Thanks Cristine. I need to hear that every now and then. I am aware that Aeo posted the email, though not to happy. I knew he probably would when I sent it, but had some things I needed to say once and for all. Oh well. I am not regretful of where my life is now, I only wish I could have hurt less people in the process.

pktaxwench August 11 2004, 11:10:02 UTC

You can remember this easy.. practice saying this... "Frell you!"

Repeat as necessary. :)

sharissa August 10 2004, 13:54:22 UTC

It's good to see you back around, and with some happy news in your life. What all are you planning for the Thieves' Guild?..it sounds fascinating (then again, my typical D&D character is a rogue, so thieving goes hand in hand). ;)

(hug)

aingael August 10 2004, 16:34:30 UTC

It was nice to hear from you as well. I really wish I could have gone to CS this year, but stuff happens.

Thieves' Guilde is a volunteer improv acting group. We choreograph and perform hand to hand and heavy weaponry fighting, as well as act as street characters during our local Medieval faire. It's a lot of fun and something I do every year. If you are truely interested, you can check out our webpage: www.thieves-guilde.org A copy of my proposal/storyline for this year should be on there somewhere with a list of my character ideas.

aeo August 11 2004, 04:40:17 UTC

*snicker* I, while wishing to say more, will simply bite my tongue.

aingael August 11 2004, 20:28:30 UTC

I appreciate your restraint. I strongly considered making this a selective comment post, but figured that if I've dealt with the hurtful atagonist things before and survived, I could do it now as well. But I appreciate you letting me know that you wanted to be a dick again!

aingael August 11 2004, 21:11:32 UTC

You know what, I changed my mind. Please rant. Please flame me with all that you have. Say everything little thing you have wanted to say and have not, berate and belittle me. Hurt me and cause me all the pain you feel I deserve. Get it out of your system now and let me move on. I have tried to do what I could to maintain what little relationship we have. Apparently my finding something that made me happy prevents that. I am sorry that you were not the one to make me happy for the rest of my life and that the love you so ardently expressed for me could be cut off and forgotten so quickly because I found some one I did want. I am glad to know that you cared so little for me as to not care that I am happy, only because it is not with you. You have finally succeeded in becoming the uncaring, elite, flaming jackass you always wanted people to believe you were. Congratulations and I hope that this new lifestyle makes you happy.

pktaxwench August 12 2004, 11:54:27 UTC

I've been long tempted to post to Aeo's journal that he, Jarred, and Reese could start a "I really hate my ex" club. Then they could sit around and fume and hate and wallow in the sad truth that THEY WERE DUMPED BECAUSE THEY WERE MISERABLE HORRIBLE PEOPLE AND IT JUST TOOK PEOPLE A LONG TIME TO REALIZE IT!

I put him on my friends list so that LJ automatically brings his drivel onto my screen, so that I may mock to myself his "I'm so smart" postings and juvenile neo-gothic drivel. I have mocked him for a long time, ever since I met his cousin who informed me of his real name - Jason Matthew Russell. I have a hard time respecting someone who makes up such a stupid name as Aeo.

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aeo August 11 2004, 04:54:52 UTC

Oh, one more.

Get rid of the icon, please. The kanji is meaningless now since it was I who made it.

aingael August 11 2004, 20:26:34 UTC

which one? or all of them?

pktaxwench August 12 2004, 11:58:03 UTC

Heh. Keep it just to spite him. Let him be a bitter old man before his time who thinks frelling everyone under the sun is somehow going to hurt you (and we shall mock him together when he gathers a massive collection of STDs from his drug-using harem!) :)

aingael August 12 2004, 14:41:06 UTC

~sighs~ I'll probably change it. As he reminded me, it's meaning is a little unappropriate now that I am marrying someone else. But he made all my icons, so if I going to change one, I'm going to change them all. When I have time to make a new one , that is.

And yes, he definitely hurts me, but I shall survive and deal with it. I hate to seem him act like this because it is not the aeo I knew or loved, but ~shrugs~ what can I do? He said he loved me and wanted me happy. So I made myself happy, and now he hates me. It sucks, but at least it is the only thing dampering the rest of my life. And eventually, after he has been a jackass time and time again to me, I won't care anymore.