Well, there's been a lot of things going on. First off.... I'm moving out of my house, though I am currently living in Jay's yard in Pat's new truck. But it's all good because I will be moved into a house soon enough. My mom and brother are moving to Indiana with my grandparents. I'm going to miss them a lot, and they want me to go with them, ( Read more... )

SARA LICKED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and boobie slapped my head!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A lot has happened. Lesse, Jay's now dating Dale and I'm currently dating Pat, who asked me out seven hours exactly after Anna broke up with him. Not a whole lot has really happened, minus my mother sending me to the hospital and getting me into CADS, which really sucks ass. People (Erin, Bobby, and Taren) had all gone through my room. But good ( Read more... )

((this was a little rant I wrote while Pat, Jay, and Mike were all on Gameboys playing Pokemon in Jay's garage ( Read more... )

Saturday night was not fun... no details... but how many times DO I have to say stop? All I will say is that I feel like some kind of whore and like I've been used for some sort of planned male game.... yea..... such wonderful things.... >

I don't understand it. How can you love someone who doesn't love you back? It confuses the hell out of me. Everyone knows how I feel about him, even he does. But it doesn't change a thing. We're still just friends, yet I just wish we could be a little more than that, sometimes. *sighs* I just don't get it, I really don't. When I see those two ( Read more... )

Anywho, yes, I am at QCAD... it's so exciting right now... not really, but hey, why not? I luf dani... just because... he's my friend, so now what? lesse...... I still want a computer back at my house, and for some shitty assed reason.... this computer keeps going back on me so i have to write things again and again... and it's annoying. and I'm ( Read more... )

I love Dani. He's so great! He came over to my house today and we had such a great conversation in my room about random things. It was so wonderful! I really want to see him and Aaron get hooked up. they would make such a cute couple! Anywho, so.... i'm tired and wish that I had more to talk about...... Not a lot has been going on... yea know? ( Read more... )

I don't understand anymore... it's like everything I do or say ends up screwing me up in the end.... I seem to have confrontations with myself in my mind... I can't seem to figure anything out... what am I supposed to be doing? where am I supposed to go? ..... who am I? That's the hardest of them all, I guess... I just don't know anymore... Was my ( Read more... )