why?
I don't understand it. How can you love someone who doesn't love you back? It confuses the hell out of me. Everyone knows how I feel about him, even he does. But it doesn't change a thing. We're still just friends, yet I just wish we could be a little more than that, sometimes. *sighs* I just don't get it, I really don't. When I see those two together, it tears me apart. I don't know why, it just does. I've tried so hard to forget these feelings. I've tried so hard to just make them disapear, but I just can't seem to do it. I've even lied to him about how I felt, and that only made matters worse. I can't escape it anymore... I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of running, but that's all it seems that I can do... run... so that it doesn't hurt me further. However, would it hurt more to run, or to face it? I know that I can't fight these feelings anymore, but what the hell am I supposed to do? Is there a way that you can stop yourself from loving someone? If so, how do you do it? I... just need to get away....