Im heading in the direction that I want to be heading in but Im not at the point I want to be at in my lyfe.
I feel stuck.
Im dying to move forward but my issues hold me back. My anxiety and insecurities keep me frozen.
I feel like puking right now.

I look at the happenings that surround me and I am disgusted. What am I feeling? Empty. Its sad when things that gave you so much feeling now make you feel hollow...

Last week I was jobless. Now I have 2 jobs. I'm substituting for Friends Aware again. And I got hired as a representative for CND. At least, I make $475 /week and $1900 /month. Then if I make any sales, I get commisioned $200 each Rainbow. I trained today from 11-3:30. I train tomorrow and Monday the same hours and Saturday 8-noon. Tuesday I start ( Read more... )

My perfect night would be...
no stress...

sleeping baby
cabin in the woods
pouring rain
a little drunk or a lot high
laying in the dark
listening to mike ness' sweet voice...

Isn't it strange how the first song onhis playlist says something about "having a lot of living to do before he dies ( Read more... )