Ap english is killing my soul right now. i swear ( Read more... )

i got into University of the Pacific.

now, all i have to do is figure out if i

would rather go to humboldt, emory&henry or UOP.

And the worst thing is, i have no fucking idea.

i got a tattoo.


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today is my birthday. i am 18 years old. it feels so weird to finally be here. i remember when i was younger it seemed so far away. it's been a long time coming. it's strange to think that now i am legally an adult, me?! off all people. i dont know.

( It is my birthday. It is a new year. I should be happy that i am still here. )

prom is soon. i am exicted but i dont like the dress i have :(. so i think i'll get a job and try to buy another one. maybe one of these
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laura got into humboldt. i am happy for her.

my birthday is looking like it's going to be pretty lame w/ just my family asking me why i dont seem happier. but watever atleast im legal.

It's really upsetting when you realize that you and someone you cared for are no longer friends. and there's nothing you can do to save your friendship.

I used to pray like God was listening.
I used to make my parents proud.


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