I finally got a job.

I'm a waitress at McGuffeys in Asheville Mall.
They said I could make up to $600 a week.
I know serving is always good money, so I'm excited.

I have a date tonight.
I'm nervous.

I'm so bored.
I get drunk and play pool all the time.

I know theres more to Asheville then that.
I want to go back to the Bridge.

I miss my swarm off friends.

I live in Asheville now.

I've missed it.
And I miss my friends in the Bridge.
But it's for the best.

I just wish I knew more people here.

I'm such a push over ( Read more... )

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

I'm on two hits of acid listening to my friends trying to be sneaky about writing Happy Birthday on a cake at 3 oclock in the morning. hahah. I love you Phillip.

I got a new tattoo.
DOLLFACE on my wrist.
Just because.

FIND ME AND LOVE ME TODAY.
I havent slept.
Acid is a love drug.

I haven't updated in forever.

Nothings new.
I live with Brandi.
I'm still moving to NC.
I like a boy named Chris who treats me like shit.
But its fun.
I hang out and get fucked up while I still have the chance.
I'm moving and growing up soon.
So hang out while you can.

MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY IS ON MONDAY, SEPTEMBER 5.

Find me and love me.

Offically/Unoffically moving out in 2 weeks.
New York, North Carolina or with Niece.

I have no idea.
But I need to move.

I like Daniel a lot.
New York would be top on the list,
For more then obvious reasons.

NYC was mind blowing.
I HAVE to live there.
I was so fucking happy there.
I felt comfortable.
I loved it.

So, after I finish school,
I'm moving to New York.
And Daniel will be there :)

I'm moving sooner then expected.
If I wait until September,
I won't go to school.
I'm hoping to leave by Mid August.

You bitches are gonna miss me.

I'm leaving for NYC in about 5 hours ( Read more... )

I wasted two months on him.
I'm so fucking stupid.

The bad thing is, I really liked this one.
This one is fucking killing me.

I've been smoking so much to keep me from thinking about it.
I'm happy when I'm high.

I don't know what the fuck to do with myself anymore.
I've let loose.