It is amazing to look back and how much a person can change in so many years....life can change so much.  A new year time for some serious changes! :D

I know I have not written in a long time but I spend most of my time on Myspace.com. I have moved out of my mothers house and I live in an apartment in Asheville with my two roommates Paul and Steven. I have one year of high school left thank god. I am also dating Jeremy now but he will be leaving for college soon but I will cherish the summer we ( Read more... )

I have recently learned that there are steps to falling in love and those are:
1. I like you
2. I want you
3. I miss you
4. I love you

Words by Dustin Hooper.

Its Valentine's day and I am seriously going into emo mode and it is driving me crazy. Today was me and my ex started "dating" and now that we are not together the holiday bothers me because of the memories.

I get to move into my new house soon and I am starting to get out and see what kind of people are out there.

I have a date tonight and two next week with different people, I mean how can you find the one unless you look? Some of us haven't found our right one yet like some people have.

Kisses to all and I hope you are all doing well.

Life kind of fell apart but I am getting it back together. Now that Dusitn and I no longer talk it should be easier. I also have Julien to help me along as well as Vannak but in two different ways. I'm moving out in about a month and I can't wait.

Real world here I come.

I am in love with the movie/play/soundtrack to The Phantom of the Opera. The movies was spectacular, the music is astounding and the play I can only imagine is even better, if sang correctly. The music is like an orgasm. Every time I hear the music I can't help but get all worked up, not sexually.

Good news things are getting better in my life, I am finally getting past my ex. School is boring as usual but at least I get to see my friends. I have a crush on someone new and that makes it alot easier.

I have a feeling that I will make it. Lots of confusion in my life people just need to make up their minds about what they have to say. Accuse me of something and go and do the exact same thing... hyporcrite. People really do piss me off, I need to learn to not let them get to me.

I hate people, I really do. All people cause are issues. I have been thinking I really do miss some of my old friends like Havis. I just wish things could go back to how they used to, things were so much easier then. But that is the bad thing about growing up, you can't go back. Good news though my sister Meghan is moving to my school. YAY