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Its been about 9 days since brandi broke up with me. I'm taking it much better than i was. I went to her home last night and her and val seemed very excited to see me. They also saw a change in me. A more confident Johnny. The only Johnny they have known has been the guy that says he's gonna do all this stuff but never does. That is ( Read more... )

gosh drama drama drama...you know what...im gonna be nice from now on...im sick of being on peoples bad side...hahaa....not really though...so whats up emos! any new suicides latley...i just realized that Starbucks is a fun place to work! more people should work their...but not at my store...so....im gonna go make out now...ill see you all later ( Read more... )

Craig why did you do that the other night...calling the cops won't save you...like paul said...we will follow you and beat the crap outta you...just stop running from it man.

so i was invited to do it...i started my long journey to get the toold an all the crap i needed for the adventure. I am already there as far as i am concerned...i can see it taste it smell it feel it and hear it...but to them i am still on my way...i have a feeling that i missed the deadline though...discourage...impatience and anger as swallowed ( Read more... )

so its come to this...Uhh...so dan wants me to move out with him...this wil be the 4th or fifth attempt to move out...but we actually looked and found an apartment at teh vinyard or however it isspelled...its a nice 3 bedroom 2 bathroom apartment..i also talked to adam about moving out to sac into a studio...that could be a possibility to...but i ( Read more... )

Right now i am in front of a computer... i spend about an hour or two a day writing stuff ito this computer...i thought about it and that like 14 ohurs a week....roughly 60 hours a month....and about 720 hours a year....thats about a month out of my year i spend on a dumb computer...and i am prbably not going to stop...which brings me to my point ( Read more... )

there is nothing going on this week because everybody is out of town and stuff...i saw kirsten today...that was cool...but thats it...so this journal will be posted like this because...it just will dangit...anways...have a grand thanksgiving weekend...ill see you all around next year!!! actaully like in 30 minutes...but still next year!!!!

i just thought about something that is worthy of this journal...i remembered that this kid tried to get adam to fight him at ihop and this kid just sucked...I forget his name even though i know it because its that lamest name on earth... i think this kid should find me and kick my ass...i think its a good idea for him....i want to die anyways.... ( Read more... )

I have noticed that the live journal is more like a post for every to read...its not really a journal anymore....that is why i am goin to make it a journal....i am going to write down my days and how i feel...and other things on my mind...i am using it as a post also...that is why i am bringing it up...strange!