do you ever have those dreams that are the most amazing dreams ever. about something so unbelievable and great. something you have wanted for a long time (maybe even years). one of those dreams were everything is perfect, and just the way you would want things to be. where you wake up with the biggest smile on your face because it was so ( Read more... )

i almost feel as if im slipping back into this slumber.. and i keep looking to the past for the answers. i really feel on giving up right now, in this whole attempt to get past one thing that i still have yet to overcome. every attempt made at it is unsuccessful, so i keep going back... and i dont know if i should. or if i should continue with ( Read more... )

work sucks. it puts me in one of the foulest and bitter and nihilistic moods. i think im going to have to do something about this... i dont want to take a pay cut.. but maybe i should. and its now bothering me spending a lot of nights there when i could be doing other... better things with my time ( Read more... )

i find it truly amazing the amount of life changing events that have taken place in the past 48 hours.
good, and bad.
i really embrace these feelings i have right now.

we finally have a place to practice for the band. im happy about that. finally.

im reading a really great book called choke.

other then that i dont know, nor do i care.

if you ( Read more... )

this weekend was pretty damn great. its been quite a long time since anytime i've spent lately has been awesome ( Read more... )

my birthday is coming up.. so im turning 20... and i normally dont tell many people about this mainly for the fact im not big on surprises and gifts. its just a day, i would rather not celebrate it. anyways.. i think my boss got my something nasty from swingers world.. which is funny. and i think someones going to be stripping for me at work ( Read more... )

she's so beautiful she'd never want meso glad to be off work today ( Read more... )

im so glad to be away from your immature drama.

im also never satisfied.

i need a new job that pays really fucking good.
any ideas/suggestions.. please reply.

band practice tomorrow.. finally... been waiting for fucking ever to get this shit started ( Read more... )

the past couple days... have been truly amazing.