no mayo
band practice tomorrow.. finally... been waiting for fucking ever to get this shit started.
i cant sleep much anymore.
just being so stressed out about many things. i've got way too much on my mind.
too much shit going on at the same time and all that jazz.
theres so many things that i need to tell so many people, but i cant find the words to express myself, and i dont have enough courage to say anything. so i guess i will just keep it all in.. and let it corrupt me. and i wont let anyone down that way.
everytime i eat i get sick now because of my long bout with my stomach condition. i wonder if it has to do with all these stressors.. or am i just getting worse. i dont know. im tired of dry heaving and puking all the time though.
but on a brighter note.. i got to see a lot of people today that i havent seen/talked to in ages. it was great to see them.. i've missed you all.
i cant sleep much anymore.
just being so stressed out about many things. i've got way too much on my mind.
too much shit going on at the same time and all that jazz.
theres so many things that i need to tell so many people, but i cant find the words to express myself, and i dont have enough courage to say anything. so i guess i will just keep it all in.. and let it corrupt me. and i wont let anyone down that way.
everytime i eat i get sick now because of my long bout with my stomach condition. i wonder if it has to do with all these stressors.. or am i just getting worse. i dont know. im tired of dry heaving and puking all the time though.
but on a brighter note.. i got to see a lot of people today that i havent seen/talked to in ages. it was great to see them.. i've missed you all.