So much is going on, i dont think i would mind as much if it were a dull static as opposed to the whirling dervishes around me. When I say that i wouldnt mind as much, I'm not saying I am immensely disatsfied, just not ready to face somethings in my life as of yet. I have always been mature and together, it kind of happens that way when you are the ( Read more... )

So I have concluded that me and alcohol arent always best friends. last night was a hell of a night, and the amount of bodies lying around today in pain proves it.

It's time to start cutting down on the boozing.

But boy each and everytime i drink i manage some shinanagins.

Even so, I like to think i am pretty funny though for it.

Waking up. Being productive. Smoking. Being even more productive. Smoking. Being Productive. Smoking. Eating. Being Productive ( Read more... )

It feels so incredibly good the moment you realize that you really like someone.

and in other news...no matter what you do, what you say, what you promise...I will probably forever think you suck.
keep that in mind.

I should leave for class now but i am so lazy. ugh bye.

So yesterday was an interesting day. Went to work, made some money. After work Nathan, Forrest, Eric and I went to McCorrmicks for drinks and a hamburger. Which a couple of drinks, a beer, and a couple of shots later i was feeling pretty fucking good at 5pm. Oh i think i am so amusing sometimes. I went to the bookstore afterwards hoping to get my ( Read more... )

So I got baked out of my mind last night and emotionally unloaded to Beth Last night. Which is rather surprising since i have been coined as a "closet emoter" in recent times. But it was a good unloading, not a bad one. I have had so many moments over the past two weeks or so where I have literally caught myself being like "wow my life is fabulous ( Read more... )

sleepless notes within a sleepless night
winding like chains of smoke between your lips
angels take you in and shred you free
pin emotion to your flesh

what are you up to tonight
and yet you are looking down
swallowing pain, inhaling pleasure
with nothing accomplished
and nothing lost

I've accepted I am a pretty confusing girl. Especially with the situations I put myself in. But that keeps life exciting right ( Read more... )

This break has been pretty good thus far i must say. I have been working a hell of a lot, which sucks a little since that means little sleep for me, but all is well. I have been having a great time with the friendships i have formed recently, and the nights have been fun and interesting everytime. I love it. Beth and I are crossing some stuff off ( Read more... )

AH last night at Dave's was a good time. He was an amazing host and made us some yummy pasts and held a little get together. Miss, Hoey, and Marcel came up, and it was so great to see them. I always miss out on catching up with people cause of work or Philly and whatnot. But definitely some good times, beer pong action that was worthy of calling ( Read more... )