I hate thinking of you , you fucking selfish cunt . everytime I see your god damn face I feel sad . The only reason Im so stuck on you is because you were so nice to me , you mediocre bitch . Fuck I dont even want to say these words but you earned them.

Why do i tourture my self constantly ? And then make stupid decisions that make me hate myself more . I wish I would stop exisiting sometimes .

I crave physical attention like a drug addict . On top of that the mental reassurance from a relationship for my self worth is almost unmeasurable . If I had someone I could trust that i could emotionally lean on right now it would do wonders for my mental state. Instead im alone again facing all this stress.oh and dont forget about my levels of ( Read more... )

It was so nice to see you , I was nervous because i didnt know what to expect but for a moment we fell back into how it was and i loved every moment . I guess i wasnt so easily replaced . I just wish we could go back to how it was . I do still love you.

Im going to be alone forever , its gonna get worse then ill be dead .

I still think of you from time to time . I miss sleeping next to you and seeing that stupid smile before we fell asleep .

I miss making you smile , its burned into my mind ( Read more... )

Im lonely , Im trying to remedy it but its not working . im so useless and i still cant get you out of my head . :/ dammit thompson you suck .

With my lack of sleep and appetite I've been having terrible mood swings and find my self ruminating more then usual ( Read more... )

Fairly certain you lied to me about last weekend , and you wonder why I have trust issues . Ive been hurt and lied too so many times how the fuck can I even have a healthy relationship of anykind with you let alone a relationship with another woman . Why are people such fucking assholes .Oh Shawn your a catch , oh Shawn your such a sweetheart , oh ( Read more... )