in a nutshell, and because I'm lazy ( Read more... )

No more Chicopee this summer! Off to 664 Bay Road I go.

This is the first summer I think I have ever been excited for.

My life runs in parallels ( Read more... )

I love you Arrested Development, please don't go :(

i've been moved these past few days. moved from the unfortunate place i've spent most of this semester. but i feel good. really good and very lucky. and thats completly honest.

21 is old.

I feel disgusting.

maybe its because i ate cake that was full of ants.

I'm not sure how many times this has to happen before I finally just realize it isn't worth it.

Something has to change. I just wish I knew what.

Good (or presumably good) situations make me nervous. I feel like I don't deserve them. Then I worry they won't last. Then they don't.

I am positive parts of my brain have not matured past 15.

I never put enough effort into anything.

My life just feels like busy work.

College beginning is overwhelming, to say the least. Its always hard for me to just sit back and take it in, even though I know everything will work itself out. It always feels like I am starting from scratch, old friends either have forgotten me or I have willingly forgotten them. Maybe I am too selective but I really cannot control what types of ( Read more... )

I feel like I've been hibernating for the last 3 months. Today I am more excited than I have been about anything this entire summer. I have a feeling that this is going to be a very good year.