I don't know what my problem is...

There's a first for everything.

I was pulled over.

Charge:   Civil Infraction - Wrong Way/One Way
Points:                                   2
Fine:                                   $115

I'm blowing this way out of proportion. I shouldn't seeing as how it was my first "offense", but anyone that's been pulled over is always bummed out.

I'll get ( Read more... )

It's been months since I last posted.
To be exact it's been 168 days since the last post.

I'm going to finish my Computer Information Systems - Programming associates degree this year. To that I'm currently enrolled in 4 classes, all of which are at night.

Tax returns are going to be a decent amount this year. I'll be able to pay off my credit card ( Read more... )

A lot has happened since my last post ( Read more... )

So my vacation starts today.

In the morning I'm going to register for Fall classes and take care of that business. After I plan on working out. To the point where I damn-near cause a self-induced heart attack. Who knows, maybe I'll succeed.

I need to change. I'm dwelling on the past and it's ruining me, and threatening to ruin other things. I need ( Read more... )

I come to find out I wasn't granted my vacation time I asked for two weeks ago. Granted I'll still get my extra pay, but it's fucking ridiculous that "they forgot" about the time I asked for off. I can't get the vacation time until the end of not next week, but the week after that because the schedule has been made for up until then.

Sorry Sarah, I ( Read more... )

I'm 21 now! Go me.

The more time I spend around her, the harder it's becoming for me to grasp things and not lose it.

Part of me wants to go through with it, to tell her I want her, that I need her. 
The other part of me reminds me that it was my fault things ended up this way, and that I'd be doing the same thing all over again.

Fuck my conscience.

I ( Read more... )

I suppress it as much as I can. Even still, why do I have these feelings for her. I'm not in love, I can't be.

Too many things have just been left unsaid...

...time.

Otherwise, I'm fucked.

Fuck.

Are finished!

I just took my Microsoft Office 2003 Powerpoint final without even studying and i got a 90% on it!

Now that the semester is done, I can work on getting a new job and finsihing my A+ Certification. That and hanging out with my friends more.

As a friend once put it, "Ugh, do me!".

"There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it ( Read more... )