i know i suck alot for not updating.

things are crazy and i hate school.

YUH.

HM. 
i have caught up in school kind of. 
=]
boyfriend troubles. 
really have no idea what i should do. 
i honestly just think i'm just scared of being alone.
i love him... i think?
i hate being undecided on that. 
i'm horrible.
idk. 
i've been thinking about/talking to my ex's alot lately.
meh. 
i really dont know what to do.
i miss having fun on the weekends ( Read more... )

i'm bad at updating.

it's fall.

i went crazy today.
hate.

i just spent the last week in the hosipital.

whoooop.

sick beyond sick.
i can maybe return to school in a week.

i'm dead.

one: i'm still sick.

two: i will soon be the owner of a car [hopefully]

three: school will be the death of me.

four: i love david with every inch of me.

five:this weekend was kind of crazy.

six: the black dahlia was not that great of a movie.

seven: i own the cutest pair of heels ever.

eight: i'm going to kill a girl with the same name as about 99% of ( Read more... )

i missed a day and a half of school.
i have tonsillitis.
going back to school today sucked.

meh. 
yeah.

i'm still sick.
it's great.

=]

i've felt like complete shit all weekend and this is the best yet ( Read more... )

my family would not stop fighting if a bomb hit. 
i hate this. really
it's sickening me.
it's discusting. 
and when i dont feel comfortable i cannot leave.
i must sit and take everything they deal at me.
i can deal with it, but i dont want to.
i dont view it as running away.
its more of clearing my head to thing about more important things rather than ( Read more... )

crazy weekend.
crazy drama.
crazy day.
crazy stuff.

not really in the greatest mood. 
i have so many reasons to never trust him.
and now for something that didnt even happen he's totally pissed off.

I HATE THIS.

i need to smoke.
god dammit.