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adsero_belua

Random Bullshit

May 21, 2008 14:58

I am just having a terrible day. The kind of terrible day that everyone needs sometimes or they will go crazy. So many things in my life are changing. So many people count on me... without much regard for me. I am trapped. I am David fighting Goliath. I am shaking, crying, pulsing, gathering myself... doubting myself... trying to be strong for ( Read more... )

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A touch of selfishness... zogo_1984 May 22 2008, 04:00:59 UTC

It's true that the bottom is a good place to think sometimes. It's at that point when I just take a nice hot coffee, and sit by a rainy window to reflect and write. It is very cleansing, I hope that you take the time to do something that comforts and refreshes you. Someone once said something that was a very important question to me, and that is, "how bad does something have to hurt, how uncomfortable do things have to get for you, before you change?". Maybe you feel guilty if you don't live up to the standard you have set for yourself? Or that if you don't do it, no one else will, and it really MUST be done? Well, I can't and won't pretend to know your current condition, because I haven't been around for quite some time, but I have whitnessed you drive yourself into the ground, with inadequate support from others around you. You have to take the time to care for yourself, or you will eventually be broken and unable to help others as you want to. Everyone loves and respects you, and will understand if you just....take some time.