2 years ago today... My mommom passed away... as we sat with her watching her take her last breaths, i'll never forget those last few days.  They were hard days but Jesus needed her more then we did.  She was suffering and I prayed he'd take her and stop her suffering.  I miss her so much.  I miss that I can't just call her and say Hi Mommom, how ( Read more... )

 I do not want to see anymore 3 hour medications... thermometers... soup....tissues....buckets....medicine cups... ect.  I am so sick of being sick.  I am sick of sickness in this house.  Last Wednesday shortly after I came home from work, I started with the stomach virus.  It lasted about 12 hours and only because I took over the counter anti ( Read more... )

 4 years ago today, Jorge moved in and became part of our family.  I cant believe its been 4 years.  There have been so many ups and downs in our 4 year journey but I am happy to say we have been aggression free for 1 full year as of Feb 18th.  Thats a HUGE Accomplishment...thats for sure.  God is good.  All in his power!  Praise HIM ( Read more... )

 I just sit here thinking about  both my girls...both gone within 18 months of each other.  Its so hard.  Nelly passing Aug 06, Skye Feb 08.  They both meant the world to me.  They were my 'children'.  Nelly and Skye are what kept my marriage together, the heartches of infertility together and the love in our hearts stronger.  They werent just ' ( Read more... )

 My heart just continues to ache.  I miss my princess so so much.  I just can't believe how fast this all took place.  I just sat Friday night holding her, crying with her, watching her give me that look that says Mommy I had enough, please let me go, look.  I  never really understood that look until Friday night.  She was depressed, hurting and ( Read more... )

Skye has passed on to meet Nelly at the bridge.  I am beside myself.  This is so hard losing a pet.  not even 18 months from the time Nelly passed away...now Skye.  They are together again...running free and licking each others faces.  Skye had kidney failure and the past week she went down hill super fast.  I am devestated, I love her so much and ( Read more... )

 WOW is it really 2008 already??  Happy New Year everyone.  I spent my New Year sick...stomach bug.  YUK.  still 6 days later I am not feeling all that great.  Hey good thing is, im dropping pounds without trying.  lol  I just don't have any interest in eating, I feel sick to my tummy all day long.

Anyway, Christmas was great.  We went caroling ( Read more... )

I am freezing!!  I have on jeans, sweat shirt, socks and a blanket and im freezing.  What's up with that?  Oh yeah, the price of OIL is up with that.  We have oil heating and Oh my gosh the price is over $3 a gallon...I have a little over 1/4 tank left and im trying to stretch it...trying.  I've been keeping the house around 66-68 degrees.  Years ( Read more... )

OK for some reason and for the longest time I couldn't log in.  I was told error, password not valid, all kinds of things.  Odd.  today no problem.  I gave up trying because it was all the time.  I even changed the password and still no go.  I didnt have time to mess around with it long enough to keep trying.  today boom here I am.  Go figure lol ( Read more... )

 These are Jorge's new diagnosis.  We spent hours with a neurologist yesterday at Dupont/Jefferson Hospital.  I have been trying to read as much as I can on all three things.  I can say there are signs for all things but not extreme.  right now we are told Jorge needs visual teaching.  He doesn't comprehend verbal commands completely and thats ( Read more... )