I seriously wonder sometimes if there's some phase of the moon thing going on that makes me feel like this sometimes. Especially cause often I'm not the only one feeling like that.
Part of it is my own fault though, I must admit that. I often forget that I could turn on aim or something and seek out people to talk to. I can't seem to get it out of my head that on some level I'm bothering them. eek Thanks for your comment :)
Hey! I ended up being on gtalk for a long time with Miss Min7girl on gtalk. I'm so bad about other messaging and things. Even when I *really* want to include other people or talk to more people I'm just lame like that. Is there any chance you'd consider coming over to gmail?
Well quite a lot of your (maybe) friends are on there. Me, Min7, Konstantlullaby, AcornMama, stjoan4eva, etc,... you might really enjoy it and i'd enjoy being able to say hi to you more often :)
The phone is like a whole other circle of hell. I literally cannot get on the damn thing a lot of the time. There seems to be no rhyme or reason to it, sometimes I hop on there and make calls like a boss, other times it's like the phone has the plague and I must not touch it for fear of death. It's crazy. But heya gf, glad to see you around :)
it's like, you like being alone, but when those rare moments of wanting human contact strike, you don't remember what it's like to socialize because you're so used to being alone? this happens to me maybe like once every few months but it's a lonely feeling :'( i am sorry you have to feel this way. sighs and hugs you can you keep a secret i actually talk to.......imaginary friends.......................... when i feel this way sob sob
I talk to my dog and to my muses a lot. By that I guess you could say I talk to imaginary people too, cause it's like Shots!Onew is all.. could you please fucking write me, I want to molest my Taemin and then Stardust!Onew pipes up with, no no me first and then Corruption!Taemin says, wait a minute, I been waiting longer than those other Taemins.... etc, etc. *laughs*
And, I'm just a really not good at socializing and to be honest I think I'm kind of lazy and maybe even selfish. I want to socialize on my terms which isn't really fair to my friends necessarily. And it's hard to explain, well why on this day could you do these things but today you can't. The truth is I have no explanation, it's just I have a mind that's strange.
I'M LAUGHING IRL that is so awesome. corruption!taemin is killin me ahahaha gwiboon pops up in my head a lot and starts random conversations l o l which is strange for many reasons, but i don't question it. gwiboon does whatever the fuck she wants and i leave it at that
ahhh yeah. i like that you can just settle with not having explanations, i should learn to do that too... i get really guilty whenever i don't have a reason except "well this is just how i am," you know? but yeah i get you (¯―¯٥);;;;
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Part of it is my own fault though, I must admit that. I often forget that I could turn on aim or something and seek out people to talk to. I can't seem to get it out of my head that on some level I'm bothering them. eek Thanks for your comment :)
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can you keep a secret i actually talk to.......imaginary friends.......................... when i feel this way sob sob
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And, I'm just a really not good at socializing and to be honest I think I'm kind of lazy and maybe even selfish. I want to socialize on my terms which isn't really fair to my friends necessarily. And it's hard to explain, well why on this day could you do these things but today you can't. The truth is I have no explanation, it's just I have a mind that's strange.
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gwiboon pops up in my head a lot and starts random conversations l o l which is strange for many reasons, but i don't question it. gwiboon does whatever the fuck she wants and i leave it at that
ahhh yeah. i like that you can just settle with not having explanations, i should learn to do that too... i get really guilty whenever i don't have a reason except "well this is just how i am," you know? but yeah i get you (¯―¯٥);;;;
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