i have this thought. and i can't describe it. it refused to be translated. but it's eating me up nd i don't know wht to do. it's good and bad and scary and sweet. but i .. i just don't know. i wish i knew someone who could tell me what i was thinking. that would be so much easyer. lazy me. i'v also realized that for some reason, the people who i ( Read more... )

i hate it when being sick ruins a perfectly good day ( Read more... )

yeah so today was ok. kind of feeling removed. tryed out for the play. wess had me read with andreis. i know him from last year cuz we were in french together. he's cool but he can be an ass sometimes, but so can everyone.. that's besides the point. the point is that he's a really good actor, and i felt kinda stupid, but oh well. if i get anything ( Read more... )

people have told me that my mind wanders. but i disagree. i think it's my mouth that wanders more then my mind. it goes on with out me. it says one thing when the rest of me is screaming another. it gets me into trouble. when will i ever learn...

first day of school was today, well the first real day anyways. and i'm happy cuz i got (after alot of ass kissing and complaining to gabe) to switch from french 2 to spanish 1. cept now i'm in a class with ALL freshman. that's ok tho cuz the way i c my school, there are like 10 kids in each grade that i'd want to be friends with, so branching out ( Read more... )

omg!! i got stung by a bee today!! three times! it was uber cool. i'd never been stung b4. i kinda felt like i was missing out... i have learnd that i wasn't. it didn't actualy hurt though. well it did at first but then nothing. i don't know what all you guys are complaining about it wasn't that bad. i'm not scared of bees now and i'm not afraid of ( Read more... )

no time for real thoughts. just work. i hate school, even tho it doesn't start till thursday. the anticipation of school is making me crazy. i hate this house, and all those in it. and all those who lurk around it (cough cough ERIC). maybe i should go to north dekota after all. make me and my mom happy. she could ship me off so that i could ( Read more... )

just do it ( Read more... )

yeah, so i'v decided i'm a closet drama queen... don't ask. just believe me. i am ( Read more... )

for some reason i feel really young and stupid. i hate times like these, they almost make me wana grow up...