Haha The subject sounds like a slasher movie.. but no.. Adam is on his way to come see me. Oh man, I am so excited! He's taking a 25 hour bus trip, just to see me. That's love right there man. haha. I love him more than anything, I can't wait to see him. I plan on going to sleep so that the wait is shorter for me. But being so excited idk if I ( Read more... )

He's been gone for 45 days.. =( I didn't think it would be as hard as it really is.. I'm lost without him. I feel like half of me is missing.. and it is.. my better half. I just want him to come home.. =( Make him come home. I wrote this poem the other night. Cause I was crying n I couldn't get to sleep ( Read more... )

The best birthday present ever.. going to see Adam for my birthday. Is that not the best present ever?!? I think so. I'm so excited I can't wait. My 16th Birthday is this Sunday, (May 23) and I get to spend it with Adam. YAY!!!!!!! And, to make things even better, I get to spend his Birthday with him too. Isn't that awesome? I thought so. I'm sorta ( Read more... )

Adam's going away to Turkey May 30th.... He'll be gone for two months and then goes to survival school for half a month. God, I don't want him to go... I'm gonna miss him so much. I know he has to go, and he has no choice but it's hard. I don't want to have to let go knowing it will be for so long. I just don't want to let go at all.. I'm gonna ( Read more... )

Yeah... I'm back in Texas now. ='( I had such a great time there... I'm very sad to be back. I felt very at home there, and very happy. Being able to see him pretty much 24/7 was soooo wonderful. Walking away to get on that plane was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I regret it. As I was going through security and waiting to get on and also ( Read more... )

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Okay well... First of all I slept horrible last night. Then when I woke up Adam told me he has to leave the 29th for water survival school in Florida. Air Force is so cruel. He said he has to go and his only choice is when. He'll be gone for like 5 days... which is much better than 2 months in Turkey. (which I am sooo not looking forward to) But he ( Read more... )

Well, today is my bestfriends 16th birthday.(HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYTI IF YOU'RE READING THIS!!!) I wish I could be with her to celebrate it but.. no I am stuck here in hellhole. So basicly I'm stuck here, waiting for march to come... which is taking forever and a half. Well... at least I have Toby to entertain me when Adam and Bryt are gone... he's ( Read more... )

*sighs*... I wish March 10th would hurry up and get here. It's when I get to go stay with Adam for 3 weeks! Adam is my boyfriend and we've been dating for 5 months so far. He lives in Mississippi and I don't get to see him that often. Which sucks to no end. I miss him sooo much. I haven't seen him since the like 17th of January or somethin.. =(. I ( Read more... )