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Why I quit...
How do I explain just how badly this went, and why walking away was the best decision? It really was a bad deal from day one ( Read more... ) -
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I have to write about this somewherre. Normally I would chalk this up to paranoia ( Read more... ) -
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1 year.
I've got one year to pull off a massive anniversary surprise. Next year is 15 years and because of my shennanigans all our west coast visits have blown.
So the plan? San Francisco to Vegas. Yaoicon then sight seeing in SF then Vegas. Vegas doesnt require more than 2 days. Not gambling. Just visiting te sites we missed because of my ( Read more... ) -
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So I am not nearly as miserable as I was last week.
Seeing the numbers drop each day helps to be sure. Add to that my brain chemical levels stabilizing and things seem to be improving ever so slightly.
Having said that I am curious. I might hit a tiny milestone tomorrow. Under 300. POSSIBLY.
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I kinda am getting an idea of why I eat. Its not that I hate my life. Its just that it's incredibly fucking boring. I feel like life is so mundane. I've eaten and drank and spent myself into an existence that seems so shallow. I can't explain it exactly. Or maybe I can ( Read more... ) -
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Trying something new I hope this works. -
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I often have to deal with two issues when it comes to recovery ( Read more... ) -
Even if it is true
So... let me get this timeline straoght. Facts vs fiction.
My dad is friends with Krystal. Who is younger than me. And has a newborn.
They've known each other about 4 years.
My mom only died three years ago. He seems hesitant to clarify his relationship woth her. Not that he should. But he did seem to do a trial run by inviting us over for Labor ( Read more... ) -
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Rather interesting day today ( Read more... ) -
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SPeaking to a friend of mine earlier, I thought of my early childhood wishes. The way I used to eat and the nights I would spend up sick. Much like now, really. ANd I thought of some of my fantasies as a kid. As a kid, a lot of us think of some fun, impossible thing we'd like to do Me? I had one recurring fantasy. That I could eat forever. Never ( Read more... )