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Family
Family. We all have one. Whether we like it or not. Obvisiously, one that we are born into and then for some of us, on that we inherited through some kind of marriage/inlaws/siblings inlaws and so forth. We get along, we don't get along, who knows, in the end, does it really matter? In some aspects yes. Well it depends of how you look at it ( Read more... ) -
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This is the fifth time today that I have started this entry, started typing like I am now, and then close the browser. My temper has been bad this past few week. I haven't said anything to anyone, I just mummble under the breath, but one of these days I'm gonna say something to the wrong person ( Read more... ) -
6 Year Journey
I think it was 6 years, I decided to have the gastric bypass done. I was 262 pounds and I had a lot of health problems. In the beginning, I did excellent, I went to the gym, I ate right, I worked it all right. I got down to 170, then I just let it slide. I figured I met the goal, I could slack. Well, it didn't work that way, so I gained some back ( Read more... ) -
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When I discovered the lifestyle, I was advised to not use my real name, so I was "given" the name Kari. For the last 11 or so years, I have been going by Kari and I feel as though I've hiding behind a mask because nobody is really that close. Well, except Rich ( Read more... ) -
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It's been 4 weeks since the skin removal and I'm struggling been time. I thought it was giong to be so easy and its not. The pain is awful, so I have to take pain pills and is something that I hate more than anything in this world! I'm getting to the point were I'm snapping at everyone, expecially Rich. I'm so sick of people telling me, things like ( Read more... ) -
Skin Removal
When I decided to have this skin removal surgery I didn't expect it to have such a hold on me. I have to have a lot of help from Rich and Aggi. I can't bend over, which sucks! I need help when going to the restroom, help pulling up my pants, draining blood from bottle out of tubes attached to me, and other things. I hate being dependent on others, ( Read more... ) -
Skin Removal
When I decided to have this skin removal surgery I didn't expect it to have such a hold on me. I have to have a lot of help from Rich and Aggi. I can't bend over, which sucks! I need help when going to the restroom, help pulling up my pants, draining blood from bottle out of tubes attached to me, and other things. I hate being dependent on others, ( Read more... ) -
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There are so many thoughts going through my head that I need to sort through. I will journal more here as I sort them out.
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Death is all around us, I know that, hell, we all know, but when it doesn't happen, I "forget" about it and then when someone in the family dies, it goes WHAM!, and then two weeks later, a friend loses a girl WHAM!, it hits you again ( Read more... ) -
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My brother Jason, got married last year to a lady named Rachel and in my opinion she's a bitch. She has two girls from two different father's who are not in their lives, so Jason stepped up and is their dad. Together they have a little girl named Kaydence. My little neice is so precious. Don't get me wrong I love the other two girls just as much ( Read more... )