I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake, I'm not sleeping

[actourdreams]

Apparently one of my co-workers has an arch-rival in my poetry class. Good to know

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[ocelotofdoom]

Sorry to hear you're not feeling well. :( If the melatonin will help you sleep, and you want to sleep, I would think that's a good idea.

Is anything particularly going wrong? I hope that, if there is a problem, things work out. *hug*

[actourdreams]

I think it's mostly homework causing my stress levels to go through the roof, because I feel the need to Do It All Right and simultaneously don't think I can, which results in me putting it off, which results in bad things. I just need to figure out how to remove a couple parts of this equation and things will balance out, I think.

[ocelotofdoom]

I'm sure you can do it. You're smart, you seem to be interested in the material, and you have already learned a lot (from all I've heard you talking about it, at least), so I'm sure that you have a good shot at having it go well. *hug* I'm glad to hear (I think?) that things went alright with meeting people today.

[inkyumbrella]

Wait wait, what exactly is happening tomorrow that you are nervous about? And why are you jittery and miserable tonight?
And--fuck this, I'm gonna log on and see if you're on AIM.

(If not, feel free to text me at any point during the night if you need to.)

[actourdreams]

Basically, homecoming Sunday at church. There was a potluck afterwords and OMG People Who Will Talk To And Remember Me, which makes me all nervous about how I present (because I don't know how I present, and it does make a difference), and I kind of care about how things turn out. It seemed to turn out okay, though.
I'm sorry we missed eachother on AIM! I was on earlier, but must have gone to bed by the time you got there.

<3

[kuzujuk]

An arch-rival?!

I hope you're feeling better. *hugs* Talking To People can be really difficult, but it sounds like it wasn't too bad in the end, from your reply above?

I look forward to your Thinky Thoughts.

[actourdreams]

Here's how the conversation went:

Me: I go to Harvard Extension.
Him: Harvard Extension?!? My arch-rival goes there!
Me: O_o
Him: His name is [GS].
Me: ...I think I have him in my class.

He's apparently a really unpleasant individual who got kicked out of Emerson. So at least I know who not to make friends with.

I'm doing better. Sort of going back into the stressy hole? But not entirely. We'll see.

[kuzujuk]

Wow. What's his poetry like? (if you've heard it)

Good luck. ♥