i'd just like to personally thank each and every person that has stopped being my friend ( Read more... )

its a silly time to learn to swim when you start to drown.

i miss you terribly.

...if it came down
to your life or mine
i'd do stupid things
and let you keep on living...

i'm trying really hard to be happy or at least content with the way things are turning out.
in every asect.

it's very difficult.

being strong is not easy.

yes, i'm forgiving, yes i'm smart, yes i'm aware of my strength.
but stop assuming that i'm always going to be strong about everything.

fuck you. go get married and live in your sub zero weather.

some friend you are.
you don't know anything about anything anymore so go fuck yourself.

ugh.

huh.
so this is jealousy...

interesting.

sucks.

fathers be good to your daughters
and daughters will live like you do.

girls become lovers, who turn into mothers
so mothers be good to your daughters too.

fuck you john mayer.

just let me have enough money to pay rent, pay for a lease termination, pay for a plane ticket, and hop on a plane to nowhere.

kthanx.

i hate garden state. by the way.
(no i don't)

i'm not unfaithful,
but i'll stray

when i get a little scared.