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Aug 30, 2012 03:16

Weighed myself. Actually brought me to tears. I have gained so much weight it's absurd ( Read more... )

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pinklittlepills August 30 2012, 12:42:07 UTC
I think treatment would be really good for you, something more intensive. I can't remember if you did Walden before.

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accidentalkaos August 30 2012, 19:34:38 UTC
I just got out of their partial program. I did residential and partial there last summer. This summer I started in IOP and then stepped up to partial, but after two weeks was told that they didn't think treatment was what I needed right now. So I'm not really sure. I don't know what I'm going to do.

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pinklittlepills August 30 2012, 22:14:39 UTC
Were you compliant and working the program? I don't think they should have turned you away.... did you say you were okay? I cannot believe you have been turned away so much if you have a trauma history and severe depression that causes you to have trouble working or doing everyday stuff.

It can be a waste of time/money if you don't want to change, though. So maybe you could emphasize that? I've never been in treatment before so this isn't even from experience.

It's cruel some people are so depressed that they have a hard time doing the treatment but then get turned away. I don't know the facts, and of course don't talk about it if you don't feel comfortable since it's all confidential. This is just my 2 cents and I'm not a therapist or anything.

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accidentalkaos August 30 2012, 22:38:10 UTC
I was compliant within the program hours, and was open for the first time ever.....like, totally honest about my feelings, my behaviors, and the severe struggle I was having. I even voiced my concern to my case manager that maybe partial wasn't enough. She didn't agree. The last two days, however, I was not fully compliant in program. But I knew I was being discharged and didn't see the point ( ... )

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