Been absent recently.

Muh.

Gonna go work out.

Had a mug of grapenuts this morning... nothing since then.

Burnt 450cals at the gym and did a few crunches.

Still pissedpissedpissed.

::sigh::

Ugh. Bingebingebinge! ><

Tomorrow's another day... I still hate myself though.

I need to, y'know... stop sucking at life.

Gotta lose 5lbs soon. Soon soon.

I feel like shit and I need some good news to keep on going.

updated...

cw:154
gw:150

4lbs before the 13th?

i'll do it.

meow ( Read more... )

Boof. Self hatred.

Having trouble mustering the energy to do much of anything. I woke up around 7:30, got dressed, but then went back to sleep until 7:30. I have work tonight and an exam on Monday...so I should probably study at some point today ( Read more... )

I can do it, I can do it, I can do it ( Read more... )

not a good day as far as food goes... but not feeling too bad. i was 149 this morning, i had a big lunch with the family, didn't eat too poorly though. an artichoke, a few bits of potato, steak... mew. i guess it was bad, huh? hehe. i didn't even mention the strawberry shortcake... boof ( Read more... )