Comments | absolutanjul: Sigh... I think it's depression again...

absolutanjul

Sigh... I think it's depression again...

Nov 16, 2008 00:41

Only a few close friends know how seriously depressed I was as a teenager. From the age of 13-21 I was a hot mess. I always felt that my life was spiraling out of control and that nothing I did would or could stop it. Then I found that causing myself pain helped me forget my emotional pain for a while. I would cut myself with knives or sissors... I ( Read more... )

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simi November 16 2008, 06:27:26 UTC

*hugs*

You can still call me, you know...

absolutanjul November 16 2008, 16:13:39 UTC

Thanks hun! I think I might just do that! I need to get this stupid term paper done first though. Sigh... why did I want to go back to school?

simi November 17 2008, 06:07:22 UTC

You keep telling me you WANT to be a doctor...

You know you're crazy, right? I mean, I love you, but you're crazy...

absolutanjul December 7 2008, 05:16:49 UTC

I want to be a doctor or at least in medical school... not writing useless papers on "parasite manipulation of the host" to prove to a teacher that I am perfectly capable of writing coherently.
Sigh! I keep telling myself after this coming week I only have one more semester. Deja vu? LOL!