so...havent been on in a whle haha

a lot has happened

my brother s getting married

and having a baby

i got a great job

and

i love my life right now

well most all aspects of it

my life has changed so much

i have done things i never thought i would

its insane

but

I am ready to start making the changes i need to make

i am ready to grow up

i am ready to get my own place

i am ready to finish school

but as for now

i will watch sex and the city

and wait for johnnie to get here so i can get a cigarette

im really scared

im so bored...i want to do something tonight

why does this always happen

im learning to hula dance its wonderful.

i have a new outlook on life and its great.

everything is going real good right now and i could not be happier.

peaceandlove

im really loving life. its amazing. you really have no idea.

live is goooooooood right now

so what i wanted to happen this weekend didnt but its all good...i still had a great weekend...friday was definetly the better of the 2 nights...i hadnt stayed up that late in so long it was great.

so everyday i do the same things and its starting to get boring... so last night i went to tressa's and it was alright...ive been working a lot. thats good for the money though. well things are starting to get better...still no closer to a car but ill get there eventually.