I'm really not sure when I'll do it, but quitting is a must.  I like the money... yes, I really like the money, but following my dreams and having the time to focus my energies into all those creative and crafty ideas will be worth living the paupers life for a while.  I'm currently awaiting my grant money for the semester, and with that money I ( Read more... )

Today:
-Study for Art History test - another party at my place!

Tomorrow:
-School
-Study for test, and take it at 5
-Finish leading window
-Make Etsy account
-Take pictures of cowls
-Read: Jane Eyre (my spelling and grammar is getting atrocious because I haven't been reading)

Friday
**PAY DAY** my second to last paycheck for a while! yikes!

I don't know what the hell got into my yesterday, but as I was getting ready for school I just couldn't shrug the urge to wear that darn blond wig my cousin left at my house, so yes, I wore a barbie wig to school? WTH? I can't explain the things I do sometimes, I just do them. But it created this desire inside - a desire to purchase a variety of ( Read more... )

Last night I helped stacy get more of her things moved. I can't believe how long and drawn out this process of moving has been... sometimes I wonder if it's really worth being strung around and constantly observed by my parents just to live in this bungalow... but I guess these are the things we settle for when we are broke. Now tonight I am ( Read more... )

he hears what I don't say. He understands me better than anyone ever has. He feels what I don't show. It's like a puzzle, and he completes the holes. I fight good things that cross my path... I push them away. I convince myself that nothing is really the way it seems, and I leave the girl alone and miserable. It's a pattern that I see ( Read more... )

I FINALLY watched The Science of Sleep this week. Gael is so lovely... mmm... so lovely. He's a great actor. The Science was different from what I had expected - but was wonderful. I loved the out of tune piano...

So I have yet to doll myself up with my dark hair. Even though it is 9 at night, and I'm not going to be going out, I think that I might actually stay up doing myself up... haha... like I have time to waste ( Read more... )

So one of the guys that's been at my work for a while is leaving us, and so my boss said that he was going to have everyone go out to lunch today... so I didn't bring anything to eat, of course. Well guess where they are and where I am obviously at... my stomach is rumblin up a storm. I am so annoyed! At least I have the internet to keep me

I woke up in the middle of the night with the most wretched pain in my stomach and ended up vomiting. I remember that I had a nightmare - I'm sure that my body was completely aware of the pain, yet it was fighting having to get up, so these awful images just formed... it was not a nice nights sleep. I got some saltine crackers to fill my tummy ( Read more... )

The only person I ever spend time with, now has himself a girlfriend... needless to go into how uncomfortable that can be... and I'm going with him to NY. I'm really wishing that there was a way to get out of it - this is all just screwed up. Jewls I want to go with you dang it! What have I done?