Maybe I should start tanning every day, be anorexic, get my bell button pierced, bleach my hair blonde, wear fake eyelashes, dress like a slut, get breast implants, fuck lots of people, become a stripper/pornstar, whichever works out best. Maybe then I'll be enough, maybe. Doubt it. Natural beauty is now ugly. Personality means nothing. Honesty is ( Read more... )

Am I really that bad? Don't answer that.

The feeling I had last night I guess was just too good to be true. Traveling the world with my love, living life to the fullest, not giving a fuck about anyone, and being true to each other. Hopefully I will still feel that one day.
Today is not that day.

Last night was awesome. Jared and I drove up to Orlando just in the nick of time (Thanks Sarah! We thought it was the next day, haha). Went to see Pheonix Mourning, One Dead Three Wounded, 12 Tribes, and FUCKING SHAI HULUD! Talk about amazing. Jared got to sing the last half of "My Heart Bleeds the Darkest Blood" with them on stage, haha. Talk ( Read more... )

Every ounce of life is being sucked out of me by the minute.

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Wow, I don't know how screen printing could make me any busier. I was going to get a part-time job but I don't even think I can now ( Read more... )

Little Miss Sunshine was AMAZING.

I really want to do a drive-in movie night with a bunch of people. Anyone into that ( Read more... )

I have the worst feeling in my stomach. I had fun last night but a little detail of news is bothering the fuck out of me. I want to forget about it.
I really miss Jared and I don't know how things are going to be when he gets back. I'm so anxious.

The Spill Canvas tonight. I might cry.

I need your phone number again, all of you. I lost my phone and I just got a new one. I'm terrible with phones.
My number is still the same 561 306 5008. THankkksss<3<3