Aug 09, 2006 18:23
I really want to do a drive-in movie night with a bunch of people. Anyone into that?
I'm so fucking out of sorts. For any of you who know my relatioship with my dad, or for those who don't, just know, there is no relationship. There hasn't been one for a year of his choice to not talk to me for no reason. And now he's trying to talk to me and it's making me sick, out of sorts, hysterical, and just plain insane. Just when I thought I was over him and the siutation, he goes and makes it worse. I wish I could just forget about it but he just pushed that trigger in my mind/heart to make me have that feeling of anger. Fuck fathers.
On a lighter note, haha, I'm officially anorexic. Not by choice, just with all the shit going on I don't have much of an appetite and somehow I only weigh 105, gross.
I can't wait for Jared to come back so I can start piecing my life back together.
The Spill Canvas the other night was amazing. Even though they didn't play a lot of songs I really wanted to hear, it was still awesome. Mae was good too.
I can't believe I just wrote this much in my lj. Hahahahaha, I must be sick.