ahh, my livejournal, my sanctity, my way to vanquish stress.  it has been awhile.  i haven't felt the need to write in here in a long time, and for some reason, the past has been dredged up, thrown in my face, and now it's mocking me.  you were stupid, it says.  You were stupid a year ago, exactly one year ago, with people you knew were doing ( Read more... )

I haven't written in livejournal in ages, and somehow, I feel like I need to update, even though I doubt anyone will read it.  Everything I thought was going good in life has now flipflopped, and the bad stuff has gotten a little better.  It's weird, because I promised myself that after a little while, I'd be over everything.  I wouldn't think ( Read more... )

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Anarchism
100%
Democrat
100%
Green
92%
Communism
58%
Socialist
50%
Fascism
8%
Nazi
0%
Republican
0%
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it just donned on me that no one really reads livejournal anymore.  i don't even read it, nor do i write in it very often.  but hey, that's cool, i still like it.

i still see you asleep next to me.
                     i'll sleep with a knife now. 
i still hear you whispering in my ear.
                     i'll wear headphones all the time.
i ( Read more... )

Step 1: Get all your mp3s together, put it on random, and play!
Step 2: Write your favorite lines from the first 15 songs that play.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess the songs.

(1)  You said it would be forever, and that was your vow...and you're going to let our thing crash and fall down...you're well out of order now.

(2)  Whatever ( Read more... )

i had the shadiest dream EVER last night. I'm not even going to begin trying to explain it. It's that shady.

In other news. back to the single life. went out to see the guys last night and. yes.

I often overthink things to the point of seriously confusing myself.  Today, while doing some simple laundry, I started reading the bottle of detergent.  Now this was Tide with bleach, but safe for colors.  For my entire life, I have been told not to use bleach on anything with colors because, well, it wrecks them.  It bleaches them.  Correct?  Now ( Read more... )

It's been a rather uneventful, shopping-filled week.  Jonathan and Dad left last Saturday for DC, and they come home tomorrow at midnight.  Kate left this morning for New York to work at freshman orientation with her friends.  I caught up on a lot of sleep.  And narrowed down my college list.  To 22.  Somehow, it went up from the last time I ( Read more... )

a slight of hand, a twist of fate...
on a bed of nails he makes me wait.
and i wait alone.

through the storm we reach the shore,
you gave it your all, but i want more...
and i wait for you.

so i went yesterday, even though everyone warned me against it.  on one hand, i'm really glad i had the courage to go.  on the other hand, it made me cry.  i don't really know what to write, because i don't want to write the reason why i had to go.  i don't want to talk about yesterday.

so.  re[m]union tonight at 8.
cell if you're coming.