I was a trophy wife last night to a very wealthy man in his fifties - a little overweight, white hair, distinguished but not exactly attractive. He was a rather severe character. Dominant and mildly fearsome. I did not love him, and he did not love me. I was more like his subject than a wife. I did have a lover, however. My husband knew about it, ( Read more... )

A bunch of friends took a trip to visit JL and Jacqueline St. Clair last night in DC. It was also Cleveland sometimes during the dream. The Johnson boys and father were there, renovating a house. They had very edgy, grand plans. The St. Clairs had their baby with them, of course. And our group spent most of the time hanging out with them in a great ( Read more... )

I was in Cincinnati last night with Burn 24-7 people from Roanoke. We drove up together in an extended van. There was one guy in the back that I hung out with who was rather flamboyantly gay, except I started doubting it because he kept trying to be uncomfortably close to me. Eventually, I moved back up front and then we arrived at the event. We ( Read more... )

Last night I returned to my house at 16715 Clifton BLVD in Lakewood, Ohio, sans the male roommates. I kept turning around expecting to see them, and kept being so relieved every time I remembered that they weren't going to be there again. I was surprised at how much I was enjoying myself there with them gone, having previously assumed that it was a ( Read more... )

I have that urge again to go someplace expansive, busy, and unfamiliar. I close my eyes and see myself sitting anonymously on a circular bench with pale pink, vinyl, buttoned cushions in the middle of a massive department store in New York City. Brightly lit, buzzing with shoppers, ceilings high above me with chandeliers. An odd place to blog, but ( Read more... )

With all these baby dreams I would just like to note that I am in no hurry to have children, if I ever have them at all. So... note it.

I dreamed that I was living in a fairly rural town. New Hope existed in this town and one evening there was an event there that I was a part of. There were rotating classes, and I was sometimes in charge of leading a group of teens from one meeting to the next. Then we landed in the main sanctuary (much tinier than the real New Hope). Pete was ( Read more... )

I cried again in my dream last night. I couldn't tell you what the dream was, whether they were tears of empathy or tears for myself. I don't remember anything except that I was sobbing in the dream, and in real life there were tears down my cheeks. I woke up to wipe them away. That's all I know.

Last night there were several familiar faces in my dream. Anna and Addison were children again. I went back to Blue 5 to work for a few nights. The whole restaurant setup was different. The kitchen area was more open and circular, with a few more islands of workspace. Cynthia, one of the owners, was there. And so was Elvis (not the legend, but the ( Read more... )

Last night I dreamed once again about that certain ex and his girlfriend. He spent a lot of pleasant time with me until she showed up. Then she kind of stole the show. The two were that kind of affectionate couple some find disgusting, others envy. In any case, their love for one another was palpable (I doubt this kind of display happens between ( Read more... )