I feel empty. Devoid of all creativity. I feel myself slipping and I don't want to fall... but, I'm feeling so much like its out of my control
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i think its good to want more.. and it's even better to discuss and think about those wants... so props for that.
i dunno... it does seem rather frustrating... the whole thing... but i guess id try and look at it in the sense that you're doing the mom thing right now, and in a few years henry will be at the age where he needs daycare-socialization ... and maybe that will be an opportunity for you to try a job or school again. I think you'll get your whole life in... its just may not be in a traditional order. God has a plan for you... and not even you can mess that up. eveything that's going on is paving the way for your future, be concious of that and of your desires, listen to God... and you'll do "well". lol... sounds sooo easy : P
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I'm gonna be okay.. I just don't know what to do with my life. Ehhh.
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i dunno... it does seem rather frustrating... the whole thing... but i guess id try and look at it in the sense that you're doing the mom thing right now, and in a few years henry will be at the age where he needs daycare-socialization ... and maybe that will be an opportunity for you to try a job or school again. I think you'll get your whole life in... its just may not be in a traditional order. God has a plan for you... and not even you can mess that up. eveything that's going on is paving the way for your future, be concious of that and of your desires, listen to God... and you'll do "well". lol... sounds sooo easy : P
i love you : )
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^I LOVE that. Thanks.. I'm gonna tell myself that a lot now. ♥
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