I just had someone tell me how much they wished I would die. I have never had someone really really not like me like that before. It kind of made me sad to think that I could have so badly impacted someone's life. Sometimes I look back, and wish I could have always been the man I'm today. I think Mr. Havok put it best when he said "If I could catch ( Read more... )

We start this journal out by defining love.............? Ok undefinable.. Love is kind of like air. You know its there, and you know you need it to live. You'll never see it though, but you can feel it inside your chest. So when do you know your in love? Me personally I didn't believe in love till just a few months ago. Me telling you how you know ( Read more... )

This is soooooo true!

I feel so sad, and lost...... I have so much love to give, but no one to take it. I just find myself training for countless hours everyday to forget about all the bad shit going on. I love martial arts, but I think its that I hate everything else just as much that keeps me doing it! Going to Atlanta is going to be a lot of fun. Getting away from ( Read more... )

Last night I went downtown. I was feeling kind of lost... It had been a long day. So I climb up a scaffold a few stories, and then up the side of a half built parking garage. The entire top floor was just frame. It made it kind of hard to get around, but it felt good just to get up there. I like to know I'm somewhere were no one can talk to me. I ( Read more... )

Looks like I wont be sleeping alone tonight. I'm going to go pick up Billie Jo at 11. That should make for a good night. I'm going to go rent a movie just not sure what one yet. Its been like 2 days since the last time I slept. To night I will sleep good. Well, I better go take a shower see you guys later.

Its a full moon tonight. The sky is very beautiful. I can't sleep! I just feel like talking to the moon all night. Its not like me to be afraid of someone, but here I am unable to sleep due to my feelings for a girl. Normally I'm out going and forward with girls, but I find myself struggling for words. I have so much to say, but I can't word it... ( Read more... )

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What is the difference between a rubber band, and toy rocket ship 2034 elite? Is it one cost $100 more then the other? Sure sure. Is it one is more high tech then the other? Sure sure, but the main difference is one shows character! How hard is it to play with a toy that virtually plays with you? Not very. Its more of a spectator sport. You just ( Read more... )

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